Saturday, June 28, 2003

hmmm, just back from east coast to celebrate my fren's khimkie bday, i remember thats one time when i went out east coast rather late, den i went home thinking that my gf then was already asleep, little did i know that she waited for me to come home and give her a call. that was so sweet of her, and so selfish of me. if only she knows i will do anything to have her back and treat her better.

late in the nite, i'm not on cloud nine.
with a hollow feeling within, i feel like a walking coffin.
dredging my feet across the floor, still cant get to slp knowing its early four
piercing pain thru my heart when she left, stinging pain thru ears like i was deaf.
longing to have her in my arms again, knowing that theres no gain w/o pain
hope she hears my little prayer, to convince her that i'm still hers for the take.

peace out \/
bertie =o)

agonising to be alive sometimes - kindemann
gilbert at 10:08 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}